Just Beneath the Surface
just beneath like an iceberg. frozen. our love is frozen water and spring flowers
I miss you and never want to see you again. your pain is mine but mine is not yours. you love me but don't see me or see me and can't love me. I want you with me in my pocket, in my hand, in my head. Why can't the world explore so we never have to be apart. why is there no war so I never have to leave you.
is it materials or expense? is it grass or concrete? you morph on me in various degrees. you wound me and tell me there was something there or maybe i do that. I'm fire and water. What does that make you?
I engulf and put it out. you supress and freeze. i hate the cold except in pictures, I hate my family for making my demons attractive.
I want to be in a hole in the ground. will you visit me? when there is no one left? when the world is gone? are you gone with it? what is the world without
water? without dirt? I'm a gerbil in heat or a croc in mud. When does it end?? you feel like my ending..like the time was wrong. the stars met too soon⋆☄ Why so soon? Why??
Why? the arrows and the horse
always want to run. You want to be still. i want you to run with me but you can't.
She has cemented your legs.
I try to chip away but no use.
has it been ten yet ? crying is futile and was on this flame. don't show me that shit on the screen, that just makes things bleak.
hiding is a preferable state.
be a dog - be a bee - be a lion - be a sheep. just be i guess
